unable to stop

Master Ashton reminded me about the new contract today when i told him it was to much and i wanted to stop such a dump loser its impossible to stop or even have a break. its only gotten way worse i stair at men now thinking how big they are i want them to fuck me i love cock i cant remember what it was like being with a women but i remember being a filthy gay slut at high school i slept with so many boys  over 50 and 10 0f those where at the same time the care taker fucked fucked me from yr7 to yr 10 he used to fill me with hot cum nearly every day one day he fucked me 4 times and when i was walking home the cum was leaking down my leg and i had a huge wet spot on my pants i new everyone could see it