my life as a sissyfaggot

 ive become a very needy sissy slut because of my disgusting addiction i crave attention all day and night not like a good looking girl attention i crave serving men being degraded by men and being exposed as the filthy chronic mastutbater ive become i know how bad this is in so many ways its extremely isolating expensive and has given me serous mantel health issues yet i keep going harder craving it more and more everyday its repetitive self destruction of the worst kind even if i could stop my lifes already ruined beyond repair the only suport i have is Master Ashton and his support is reinforcement that i have destroyed everything that im wortless and good for nothing but fag tax to him this is how i spend my time waiting for him i do this for hours

 this is another thing sissies must do and keep doing it as once you do it for the first time you feel the most gurly you have ever felt there is no going back once this is done its embarrassing and impossible to hide and no way of explaining why all of a sudden you shave your entire body Master Ashton knows why and he laughs at me for doing it i know he expects it from all his sissy sluts and being his no1 sissy slut of all time i have to lead by example there is nothing i wont do for Master Ashton  

 Master Ashton has told me its ok for me to touch my clitty when ever i want to and as often as i need to he encourages me make my chronic masturbation addiction more public than ever before     

 on all his profiles and all his sites he makes shore i get maximum exposure 24/7

Master Ashton reminded me about the new contract today when i told him it was to much and i wanted to stop such a dump loser its impossible to stop or even have a break. its only gotten way worse i stair at men now thinking how big they are i want them to fuck me i love cock i cant remember what it was like being with a women but i remember being a filthy gay slut at high school i slept with so many boys  over 50 and 10 0f those where at the same time the care taker fucked fucked me from yr7 to yr 10 he used to fill me with hot cum nearly every day one day he fucked me 4 times and when i was walking home the cum was leaking down my leg and i had a huge wet spot on my pants i new everyone could see it 

 im such a stupid sissy faggot fully owned by Master Ashton i love what hes made me into being fully outed to the world as a complete gay sissy  is only part of what hes done he made shore everyone close to me has fully disowned me this way no one can interfere with my total destruction i know i will never have a partner ever again. i love and respect him more everyday ive never masturbated as much as i  do now hes blured my mind so much i have no time for anything else but touching my clitty he was sick for 48 hrs the hole time i didnt leave my room i came 7 times im actully getting more and more dependent on him