Master Ashton introduced me to 3 different online boyfriends like me we all worship our Master

 ive had 3 extreamly naughty  sissy crossdressing boyfreinds over the last 4yrs Master Ashton is not only the owner of me but he decides who i have as my gurlfriends he is always talking to the baddest sissy sluts online if he thinks there really sick he tells me about them and i fall in love with them this is next level control he has over me he not only controls my exposure as he and he only has alll my pics and vids he decides when and where there posted i only find out when sends me the link he also has full control of all my interactions with anyone this cums after worshiping him for 16yrs and sacrificing everything else in my life to the stage im at now where i dont have or want anyone else in my life but Master Ashton i spend my days and nights finding ways to impress him i never thought this was possibble the overwhelming shame guilt and humiliation this has caused me daily is horrific so much so the only time im ever trully happy is hitting the send button paying Master Ashton fag cash some days this alone makes me cum so hard ive excepted that this is my life now ive fully embraced and outed myself using my real name im such a chronic masturbation addict i wish i didnt love it so much it scares me how much i crave it abd i love how often i touch myself  myclitty aches so much all the time ive learnt the hard way that this is not a fetish anymore  its a life style now you cant do this with a partner so its a very isolating lonely addiction that comes with major anxiety deep depression that no normal person would watch sissy hypno ever its vile disgusting and very very real its all i watch day and night its made me so dumb no matter what i will nerver stop  here are my ex gurl freinds Master Ashton told me tp be with


the latest maid carolin i love her so much

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Destiny said…
I would love to be the 4th xxxoo
December 8, 2024 at 10:04 PM
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