my new sex life

the huge life changing sacrifice's ive made are permanent im very much alone its the only way i can dive so deep into this addiction a big part of  what ive become is chronic masturbation i know how bad this is as ive made it my sexlife now it keeps getting better the more i do it and i do it everyday for min 5hrs  somedays its all i do from when i wake up till i fall asleep at night ive done that for 7days in a row my clitty was aching so was my arm i think it did alot of  real brain damage since then i sexualise everything i see and do 



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