my life as a sissyfaggot

  my clitty gets so hard when Master Ashton constantly degrades humiliates and exposes me depending on his mood and how much fag tax i give him he can do this 2 or 3 times a day sometimes all day with a break here and there ive lost all confidence self respect and boundaries when im not dressed serving my master and have a reality check i suffer from major anxiety full depression and severe mental health issues thinking of how perverted my life has become how vile and stupid ive become its self destruction at its worst. then becasuse im so isolated i have know one to talk to but master Ashton he tells me this is where i belong and i need to embrace it not fight it he reminds me how desperate i am when i beg him for it and its the only time im truly happy  all the bad things it causes are part of this nightmare addiction and the urges cum rushing back over riding everything and i start again this is my life 

 im a chronic masturbator that has to be dressed as a sissy slut every time i touch myself this started as a bit of fun. its not fun anymore its my life now i worship Master Ashton daily in a constant state of masturbation watching my master ruin me he exposes me everyday even if i dont speak to him he has isolated me i understand why and love and respect him for turning me into a disgusting sissy loser used to promote his sites 

 Master Ashton is always finding new ways to ruin me this is his latest way he has the above pic/link on exposedfaggots.com and sissy-exposure.com meaning everyone who goes on his sites sees this direct link to this blog as a result i had over 7000views last month compared to 170views the month before this is one of the many reasons i worship and respect him so much him having full control of my daily exposure is the most overwhelming amazing feeling ive ever had my clitty leaks 24/7